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28 September 2009 @ 02:33 pm

“…and a nightingale sang in Berkley Square.”

You know… I’ve gotten into older music a bit. And I’ve not listened to my usual rock for some time lol. It’s been all about calmer music. And it’s nice. Well, I love a lot of music!
Right now I’m thinking about finishing Someone Else’s Shadow, I think I’ve figured out how to end that fic. There will only be one or two more chapters, then it’s time to say bye bye to my baby. I’ve put so much time and love on my fic, and lately I’ve been neglecting it… for several several long months. So I thought it was about to end it for my own sake, and for your sake. And sometimes I might write a sequel. I’ve kind of started on a prequel… but I doubt that will be finished anytime soon.

Well~
I’ve gotten addicted to GaiaOnline, I like making gold… and even more spending the gold. I like to make changes and improve my avi >>; I just wish I didn’t do so many bad deals at Gaia –sigh- I just can’t help doing stuff like buying Lonely Stars. Today I’m gonna buy my last Lonely Star. I swear. And I just lost about 30k gold because of that buy >:c ( <- new fav-smiley) xD

Mah. I’m gonna go and write some now. I’ve got AkuRoku inspiration again! It’s amazing, right? xD

 
 
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12 July 2009 @ 02:53 pm
Jack and Ianto has become my new drug. It's like... I need it. And after Torchwood: Children of Earth I need even more of them. And I bet you know why but....Spoilers follow... )

Uhm. Yeah. Spoiler time is over.... so I'm gonna go back to my documents and write more Janto. Because I need it. Janto fangirls need it. ...Isn't it amazing to be able to write about something that practically us cannon?

 

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Current Music: A Tint Of Rain - Halifax
 
 
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13 April 2009 @ 09:10 pm

Oh God, where should I start?

Friday, last week, I got company. Sennie travelled up to visit me so I was walking around as a nervous wreck the whole morning and beginning of the day! Around half past 11 am did I leave my apartment to pick her up at the station. And as I thought… I dropped all nervousness as soon as she stepped off of the train!

So, what happened on that Friday?
Well, epicness happened. What could you expect from the awesome epic duo of fail (and sometimes win)? Of course we were epic. And the most memorable thing from the Friday is probably the way we cooked. We didn’t cook like normal people. Actually, I’m sure we didn’t cook the way strange people would do either way. We did it in a completely new way.
You see… in my room we grabbed each other’s hands, I had her right hand in my right hand, and she had my left hand in her left hand. So, basically we could only use one hand each. And we cooked or food without letting go of each other. That was totally awesome and stupid at the same time, for more than two hours we held hands and did stuff like cooking and eating… you should have seen it! It was so freaking fun! We really had a good laugh at that later, both impressed by our incredible teamwork. I’ve never cooked like that before, and I’m pretty sure there isn’t a lot of people who have. xD
More fun on Friday was probably our nerding over Pokémon Colosseum. We gave all characters new names when we saw them and kept calling them those names through the game. Pretty goofy Swedish names for the most of them XD
Mirror B was named Ulf. Nascaur was named Repliku because… well, he kind of looked like Repliku! Dakim was named Bengt, and Team Saggem’s leader was renamed Edgar xD And of course we named our Pokémon as well! Our Furret was named Sora, just because it looks stupid. Our Noctowl was named Xemnas (for unknown reason xD) Our Bayleef Spoony, and our Mantine was simply named Fish (and I really wanted to name a Pokémon Chips so it would say “Go! Fish and Chips! Your foe is weak!" But nah… XD).

And I got an early birthday gift! ^^ A yaoi called Love Lesson by Hanae Sakazaki.

Love LessonAnd it’s really good! It consists of six “one-shots”. All short stories about… well, guys and their love.
So now I can add that to my yaoi-collection, thanks a lot Sennie, it was really nice of you to give me that ^_^

The stories:
- Love Lesson
- Blame It On Spring
- A Broken Piece Of You
- Uncle And Me
- Name In The Sky
- Don’t Love Me Tender

Personally my favourite was Don’t Love Me Tender, but I like the others as well!
It’s nice with just a bunch of short stories, instead of really long and deep series that you have to get really deep involved with. This is just perfect for lazy reading ^^

So… I don’t think so much more happened on the Friday actually!

Saturday
This must officially have been one of my most unhealthiest days ever. Not that I complain, it was nice either way! XD But… let’s just say that we did wake up around 8.30 am, and then we were too lazy to get out from my room… so we were eating our Easter-candy instead of breakfast, yummy! And later on we ate more candy… and drank Fanta to it. And on the afternoon we actually walked out to town and bough ice-cream, more Fanta and some pasta (since we ate the last of it on Friday!). Then we took another walk, ate our ice-cream and drank our Fanta, and made our way back home to my place. And back home Sennie took out her lovely “love yummies” (kind of like brownies) that she had made before she travelled to me! So we ate several of them along with milk! It was delicious!
And we spent about 3 more hours playing Pokémon. Damn, that game really is addicting! So we had fun with Pokémon and ate some more candy. And after a while we grew tired of the gaming and decided to watch a movie. Which ended up being Kill Bill Vol 1.

Kill Bill Vol 1

And heh… I think that movie is really awesome as well! Uma Thurman is awesome in the movie, and I love the action in it >D
It was especially fun when both Sennie and I were watching the scenes when she’s in Japan and talking Japanese. Since there are no subtitles when they’re talking Japanese we translated it ourselves… hilariousness ensued XD

”I love playing baseball. But my friend stopped. Now Bill doesn’t play baseball any longer… he plays football now…”

Something like that. Might not sound so fun but it was damn fun then! Hehe, I’m gonna try and watch Vol 2 some of these days. If I don’t have anything to do.
Which I most likely wont have since I’ve got a lot of time to kill! So I’ll watch that then…

*keeps whistling the Kill Bill theme*

And well… I don’t really know if there’s anything more to say about the Saturday. That was pretty much all we did! Ate candy, drank Fanta, ate other unhealthy things, ate chips, more candy and more Fanta. Let’s just say that both of us had a damn lot of sugar in our systems!

Sunday
Huh, I think this was our most lazy day of them all! First of all… we never got out from our sleeping clothes that day. We just stayed put in my room most of the day as well. Candy and chips substituted for real breakfast and we ended up playing Pokémon once more.

Pokémon

So yeah. This day we definitely went mega Pokémon nerds… we played for more than 6 hours, we just couldn’t stop playing the freaking game! Just cause we wanted to see our “Edgar” again, it was one of the things that made us keep playing xD
Uh… and yeah. It was indeed a lazy gaming day!

After several hours my mom asked if we were gonna eat something, so we figured we maybe should cook, so it didn’t end up like Saturday, without any real food whatsoever (even though we concluded that the chips were potatoes with leeks and stuff in xD). So we made meatballs and pasta. The same as on Friday, but this time we cooked it the proper way!

 

 


Kingdom Hearts 2 After that we went back to my room and dived into games again. So I ended up playing through the beginning of Kingdom Hearts 2!
Damn… now I remember that I first played it cause I was gonna show Sennie that I could beat Sephiroth of Proud Mode without using any healing items besides the magic ability Curaga. Aw. I guess I’ll just have to record that sometimes instead!

Well, as I said I played through the beginning, all the way until Sora awakened.
All I wanted was Roxas and Axel. And both Sennie and I went into total fangirl mode at the hot Axel scenes… man, he’s so freaking hot that I could just die!
And it’s even better when he’s paired up with Roxas… We had quite a lot of nice discussions about various AkuRoku situations. Quite fun and naughty discussions actually… >D

After playing that we went back to having nothing to do, so she showed me her dancing skills that she showed up in her school! She had it filmed so we watched it. And he watched a lot of other things as well, a lot of interesting stuff from Hikari-Kai, and damn I wish I lived closer to Gothenburg! They seem to have so much fun there! I loved the charades she shoved me from Valentines Day, lol XD

Well, what more happened on this day?
Huh… after using a KH pairing generator that generated random pairings/ratings/keywords we got kind of tired, even though it was amusing and somewhat disturbing using the generator. I mean… Donald x Saïx, NC-17, keyword: Gore? No thank you!
So… we went to bed. (Okay, we had been in bed all day, but we turned the lights of and got settles for sleep). And then we all of a sudden weren’t as tired any longer XD
And I can’t really say anyone of us had any personal space that night cause our noses were even touching. And she freaking bit my nose! T_T
And I think my nose haven’t been licked that much before… but I gave revenge >_>
And Sennie, your sense of location of my body is really crappy. But I think we both realized that during night. (And no, people out there with dirty minds, no pervy things happened… not more than I getting it rubbed into my face that I’m uke. And a lot of cheek/nose licking x’D).
Well, we had fun! And after looong time we fell asleep.

Monday, today.
This means the last day of fun ;__;
We pretty much stayed in bed all morning, until the time was 11.30. Then we started moving at least. And just talked a bit and stuff… we were both tired, the sugar rushed from the earlier days must totally have worn us out! But it have been so worth it!
We didn’t really have time to do much… so we watched some Demyx Time, and realized that we had to go in about a quarter once we were done with that. So it was simply time to make sure her things got packed and then get properly dressed and then leave my apartment and walk to the train station.
It was nice weather… a bit colder and more cloudy than the other days but it was good, that way we didn’t get over heated while walking.
At the station we bought ice-cream and Fanta and simply waited for her train. Haha, the whole time we spoke in almost only “motivational”-terms. It was a lot of fun!
It was quite sad when the train came. We hugged and before I knew it she had licked my cheek, so I licked her back of course.

Why kiss someone good bye when you can lick them good bye?”

That was like the last thing I said before she stepped into the train. And once it started moving I walked a bit with it and waved and then it was gone TT_TT
Damn, then I got quite sad because I realized that it was quite a long time ago since I had so much fun with a person. And you know… silence haven’t bothered me this much before. Never.
And it feels weird. I’m used to sleeping alone, but these days I got used to sleeping close to someone, to having an arm draped over me and yeah… it’s gonna be a bit lonely for a while until I get used to my routines again… but I will get into them. I hope. I’m just gonna have worse sleeping problems than usual for a few days.

Well! In summer I’m gonna go to Gothenburg. So we can meet again. It’s fun talking on Skype and having video conversations but the real thing is more fun, y’know?'

So until then… we’ll just have to keep talking on Skype and that will have to be enough ^^
But I’ll reeeaalllyy miss you, y’know? And yeah, I’m gonna post your “cap” to you, since you forgot it here… just give me your address and I’ll send it to you as fast as possible! xD

Conclusion:
This Easter was the best one I have had even though no real Easter celebration was included. We just had so much fun! (Even though you tended to tickle me a bit too much for my liking just cause I make funny sounds xD). So it was a huge success!
Well, I guess I’ll go back to my writing now. I mean, my AkuRoku-writing. This is not counted as writing. This is like… blogging. Or something like that.

Awesome Easter was awesome.
The awesome epic duo of fail (and sometimes win) are awesome.

 
 
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06 April 2009 @ 04:55 pm

Yeah, I know that I do suck when it comes to updating. But that’s cause I just started a blogger account and have been writing a bit there… but I think I’ll go back to this one.
Why? I don’t know, I guess I like the layout more here, and now I’ll be able to upload things much easier with Windows Live Writer, it’s awesome that I don’t have to log in on LJ to write these journal posts!

Well, might as well complain a bit while I’m here. My legs hurt. My back hurts. And my neck hurts. The joys of cleaning! I swear I’m gonna try to be better when it comes to cleaning… I just can’t help messing my room up! It’s like… my artist spirit needs to be in a mess, or else my inspiration will be completely dead, and that’s not good. At all.
But well… maybe it wouldn’t hurt to keep it a little bit more clean. At least clean enough to be able to move freely…
But why do my parents even care how my room looks like? It’s not like they do see the mess! They’re never in my room and it’s always closed so no guests go inside.
Blargh. Well, enough about me complaining about cleaning!

On a brighter note there’s really great weather outside! I’ve missed the sun a lot even though I hate being in it. At least it’s brighter and that makes me a little bit less tired than usual~

But now I’ve got to make food! Or I’ll starve to death.

Noodles and meatballs, here I come!

 
 
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23 December 2008 @ 08:02 pm
A bath for two is for sure nice...

This morning I had to get up early. And I decided to take a bath in order to wake up a bit. I like taking baths, I enjoy water a lot~
Well, the thing is that I didn't get to enjoy my bath alone... Nooo. I guess I should have closed the bathroom door completely, and locked it. But since it's only me and my mom at home I didn't bother, we have shower curtains so it's not like I'm flashing myself XD
But well, to the point! Apparently my dad decided to come by, bringing my dog. And my dog could smell me, and he was apparently excited cause  he pushed the door open and before I knew it I had the dog in the tub with me!
Lol, and he didn't care that he was getting wet. He did seem to like the bubbles~ My dad was about to laugh his ass of when I started screaming, followed by the splashing sounds. And the dog is a freaking huge german shepherd!
So I and my dog had a quite nice bath for a while, then I thought it was enough so I got up and had to shower some bubbles off of him. He didn't like the shower XD

Now I'm gonna take it cool since it's Christmas tomorrow. And I'm very tired since I got up so early~

Byy, bye ^^

 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Coldplay
 
 
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21 December 2008 @ 02:15 am
It's annoying, isn't it?
When you're with two other friends, and you end up being pretty much left out. Man, I would have gone home if I hadn't paid money...
Whatever. Now I'm finally home and I don't have to do anything more for about three weeks. And that is so fucking sweet that I could scream of joy! Or well, I have to celebrate Christmas with mah family. But I don't think that's hard. I'll just bring my PSP since I know I'll be bored as hell. Hopefully I get a new game for it... XD
Oh noes! I need to buy my parents some Christmas presents! I've leaft them for last... Damn it, this sucks big time! D:
I dunno what to buy to my dad. Mom is easy, she likes decorative things. But dad? Well... maybe I could buy him a CD with like... Iron Maiden or Guns 'n Roses...

Night isn't that long
Nope, it's soon over so I better get some sleep before it's morning. I've some errands to make tomorrow~
But I'll spend most of the day in bed, hopefully I'll be able to do some more of the RP with Selene-soulwar on dA. We're having it over msn and it's really long by now! 43 pages, written in Microsoft Sans Serif (11)~
Yay. It's a lot of fun doing that RP. Vampires and Kingdom Hearts are awesome. So it's only natural that Axel, Marluxia and Zexion as vampires are awesome as well. I have the part of Marluxia and Zexion. And I'm aso Luxord, Xemnas and soooon Roxas. ^-^

Well that was everything for now my friends... Now I'm gonna get some well deserved sleep!

 
 
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19 December 2008 @ 11:51 pm
It's hard being in love.

Yeah, at least when it's onesided... and when it is one of your best friends.
I've got a crush on one of my best friends. I've had it for a while, and recently I've realized that it is deeper than just a simple crush. I love her. I really do love her. And it hurts to know that she probably don't love me the same way.
Either way, I got to spend today with her and another friend. We had a great time, watched some movies and stuff. I was really happy during the movie watching cause I and "E" (random letter) were cuddling a bit then. But it's like... friendly cuddling. But it was extremely cozy to use each other as pillows <3
It's sad that  I can't see her that often, I hate not living in the same city as her... but maybe it's for the best since I'm in fucking love with her. Yes, you heard me. I love her. Love. I concluded that today... cause when I cuddle like that with someone else I don't feel anything. But with her... whoa. That's another story. I feel so extremely happy, safe and secure then.
But she will only love me as a friend.
And I'll treasure that. Cause I don't want to ruin or friendship by confessing that I love her. I don't want her to be uncomfortable around me.

Why the hell does life have to be this complicated?

 
 
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18 December 2008 @ 09:51 pm
Finally free from school.
Hell yes. Today was my last day in school for this year. Next time I set my foot in school will be in January 2009! Ehehehe~ I am happy!
I'm gonna take it cool the whole time... or well, I have to style a wig for me. Mah Roxas wig wants to be styles, so I can use it for a convention. Now I just need to buy some got2be glued~

Well, it was pretty fun today. It involved cancelled lessons, a lot of soda and lucia buns, and gingerbread cookies. Yummie. And unfortunately it involved a lot of dancing as well. I'll never let my friends pull me into dancing in front of all the 1st and 2nd years again. Hell no, it was so embarrassing... D:
But I survived even though I'm sick. I still am freezing my ass off, and I've got my fever.

Naow I'm gonna go and write a bit, and fix some christmas presents before going to bed :3
 
 
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17 December 2008 @ 10:09 pm
Well, this is my new journal which I'll try to write in everyday. But this isn't based on any deviantArt stuff, of course I'll bring dA up once in a while (often with other words) but this is more concentrated on what's happening in my life. This way I don't have to post too much stuff in my dA journal. Or maybe I'll write things a bit more detailed here than there.

Well, we'll see.

My day~
My day have been quite all right. Not much happened in school... well I ran into a door and have a huge bruise on the side of my stomach right now. It hurts like hell and I blame it all on a person in school. Hmf, damn people having no respect...
On another note I love my religion-teacher. He's the nicest guy ever! I was freezing my arms off, think I've got a fever, and I was muttering about that and all of a sudden he just looked at me and frowned.

"You look a bit pale, are you ok?"
"Other than I'm freezing like hell? Sure, I'm fine."

After that I noticed how he unzipped his hoodie and next thing I know I hade the freaking thing over my head! XD It was so warm and cozy... I really like him. He's one of the nicest teachers I've got. He said he thought I should get home and rest cause I looked bad, but I said that it was alright, that I wanted to be there on the lesson.
...The shirt smelled good. I guess that means he smells good too.
Haha, sounds like I'm attracted to him, but I'm not. I don't like guys that way. I like girls moar.

And yeah, I got really pissed off at a "friend" today. She knew I was annoyed, tired and felt sick but she kept pushing at me all day. Being an annoying asshole. And when I told her to stop she just giggled and mimicked my voice and kept poking me. I swear, I want to kill her.
But there's a lot of people in school whom I dislike. Ugh, I don't like people a lot. That's why I like being alone... It isn't that bad. Today when I got home I was home alone and I couldn't help being happy about it.
It's lovely. I love being home alone when it's all quiet, I can relax, read, draw and listen to music. And I love that doing that when I'm on my own~

Well, the rest of my day have been uneventful. No one is online on MSN... Bwah.

Nyah. Good night, I'm gonna go take a shower and then write a bit more on Someone Else's Shadow.
Baibai~


 
 
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Coldplay
 
 
 
 

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